Quotes

Meaningful and something to think of.

"Everyone's afraid of something, that's how you know when someone's in love with you because they'll say "I'm afraid of losing you."

"You know you love someone when no matter how much you fight, you always make up. No matter how mad they make you, you can't help but love them anyways and no matter how hard you try, its impossible to live without them.."

"Real men stay faithful. They don't have time to look for other women because they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own."

‎"Listening is an attitude of the heart, a genuine desire to be with another which both attracts and heals."

"Love must need patience"

"Relationship last long cause two people make a choice-to keep it,to fight for it and work for it"

"There's one sad truth in life is people wound those they love the best. Flatter those scarcely known, please the fleeting guest, And deal full many a thoughtless blow To those who love them best". - E. Willer Cox.

For You.

90 days, Three months, a Quarter of a year.

I'm still counting.

Happy Anniversary

Every moment with you is special

With Love,

Ai Vee

It Takes Two to Tango

An entry after so long.

So it takes two to tango. Yea am talking bout relationships. Whoever that ever told you relationships are easy- that person is LYING! Relationships are bringing two individuals whose lives were different and suddenly these two people are sharing one world, sounds easy? NO! But hey relationships are wonderful and in fact it teaches you many things you never learn in books. To me relationships are about forgiving, and learning to adapt to each other. Hey if you love the person sacrifices has to be done. Its not about fancy gifts, and lavish dinners. To me its just about spending time with that special someone in your own little world, and everything vanishes.

Well more often than not when it comes to relationships it definitely faces bumps and rough patches, but am a firm believer that no matter how bad something is- if two people wanna really work things out and just be with each other trust me nothing is strong enough to break them. And all things good never come easy. Call me a hopeless romantic but I believe in my stand.

Thats all for now peeps. Again gonna lose myself in my thoughts!

With Love,

Yours Truly.

A Little Daydreaming

Hello my dear readers, gonna do some random entry.. actually felt inspired to do it. So here is it bits and pieces of my wishes and lots of my day dream!

1) Favourite Couple : Blair & Chuck from Gossip Girl (both good looking,dysfunctional couple and yet so loving) "Yours truly dreams : Exchanging Blair place for me,- Chuck Bass & Eiffel Tower" - FAINTS!

2) Flowers. Roses are always romantic, but my fav flower still has to be African Daisy!! Its been pretty sometime since I got a flower! If you read my entry I received one from my bestie recently but its different when you receive it from a gentleman alrig

ht!! Well here is a pic of the bouquet of African Daisy I received while I was in UK! Pweety?

3) Movies: Yes yours truly love watching movies, its even better if it with that special someone. I love this movie alot, cause it reminds me of that love has no restrictions,When you love, you love the person for who and everything they are. Is about seeing an imperfect person perfect. So jeng jeng jeng- BEASTLY!

4) Chanel. Yes yours truly likes alot of things from the Double C very much. Classy & Chic.

Me want this lipstick *yours truly on budget-cant simply buy*

5) Macaroons!

Me really lovey MACAROONS! Comes in pweeety colours and yummy too!

Alright enough of this day-dreaming .

With Love,

Yours Truly.

Love Like You've Never

Dear readers, yours truly just watch the video "Strangers Again"on Youtube and it hit upon me that every single relationship goes through it, there is no escape. But when the thing hits rock bottom, don't play the blame game- no one is right and wrong in the matter of love. Why not work it out instead? Remember how was it like when the two would die without each other?

Well I came across this while surfing and I cried while reading it. It speaks many things out kept hidden and it works as a guideline for both male & female!

-------------

Love the girl in your heart. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about
changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this
world & 6 billion different personalities. She's
special & she will stay that way. That's why you fell in love with her at the first place.You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you
so you'd better really treasure her. She could
have just got up & date a so much more dashing
guy in town but she chose you instead all because
of love. So love her, don't break her heart.


Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or
whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't ever because of
a strain in the relationship , you'll end up loving
each other out of pity or charity, even worse throw it away. That's not
respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is &
everything will be the best it can be.

Remember- She's the only
one in the world & she's all yours now. Shouldn't you be happy and pause to think how to give a little more for her?


Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Or still harbour feelings for your ex?
Then I think it's time you step up your game, is the girl in your arms now merely a replacement? For she has done nothing wrong but to love you whole heartedly, thinking that you love her too. And the day she finds out the truth, you just broke her heart. Don't go around breaking her heart, it's the most tragic thing to do.


Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you
want her to tell you everything, do the same.

When you've got the girl of your dreams . Get it
over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.


It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like
you. Something sweet & simple always get the job
done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's
the love.


Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day. Love
her as if each day is the last.



Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge
your love to her & her alone.


Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but
trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it &
protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your
life, your everything.


Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when
the need arises. But stay strong & live through
another day, she can never live without you.


Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry
her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd
die. It's her heart that you've broken, how would you
ever know how she feels?


Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't
leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the
way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love
her till old age, love her till death. If you can love
her till the end of time, you've earned the honor &
respect for you've truly loved her.


She chose you because she believes that you can
fulfill your promise. Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,

Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is, never despise her
& never mistreat her.

End of The Line

This is a really old song when I was young, used to loved it alot, I just heard it on American Idol and I had to do this blog entry. This song right now reflects my thoughts and feelings.


All alone I wait for you,
As darkness fills this room,
I don't know why you ain't called.
Little things you used to do,
They're no longer part of you,
Seems you left them all behind.
Well, I can't believe what I'm going through,
This thing, it just ain't right.
Your selfish ways,
How you carry on,
Some things you just can't hide.

(If you want me to go)
Then say it,
(Want me to stay)
Then show it,
(Don't be afraid, ooh)
Oh don't break this heart of mine,
Now's the time if I'm right,
Then we've come to the end of the line.

So say it
(Want me to stay)
Then show it
(Don't be afraid)
Oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, if I'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line
Ohh, oh yeah.

Seems like I can't do you right,
All I do or say is wrong,
All the smallest things criticised.
I deserve some damn respect,
Nothing more and nothing less,
Don't pretend everything's fine.
(Ooh) Don't hold it back,
If it's in your heart,
Stand up and be a man,
(Ooh) Can't read your mind,
So I'll just say it loud,
I'm trying to understand.

(If you want me to go)
Then say it,
(Want me to stay)
Then show it,
(Don't be afraid, ooh)
Oh don't break this heart of mine,
Now's the time if I'm right,
Then we've come to the end of the line.

So say it
(Want me to stay)
Then show it
(Don't be afraid)
Oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, if I'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line.

Even though you've doing me wrong
I still care,
Do you think that by treating me cruel
That somehow I'll disappear?
(Ooh) Baby I love you too much just to walk away.
(Ooh) Don't make me hate you,
Baby you've got to be straight (aah).

(If you want me to go)
Then say it
(Want me to stay)
Don't be afraid, baby, show it
(Don't be afraid)
Don't be afraid, oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, if I'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line
Ooh
(Want me to stay)
Oh baby, show it
(Don't be afraid)
Don't be afraid, oh, don't break this heart of mine
Now's the time, if I'm right
Then we've come to the end of the line
(Come to the end of the line)
Ooh
We've come to the end of the line
(Come to the end of the line)
Oh, baby
We've come to the end of the line
(Come to the end of the line)
We've come to the end of the line
(Come to the end of the line)
(Come to the end of the line)
Ohh, ahh
(Come to the end of the line)
Oh, the end of the line
(Come to the end of the line)

Here is the link for the song. Do listen to it peeps.

http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sBDUJ8KZTU&feature=related

She's 22!

Alrite wanna take a wild guess who's 22?........ She is none other than my bestie Ms.Tutu of course! So the lady is turning 22 and this is an entry all dedicated to her! Another night full of fun and love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Venue : The Sire
Dress Code : Gossip Girl (Yes!I can be Serena van der Woodsen for the night) LOL.

The Birthday Girl! and the sign is for NO BOYS allowed!

Ah Liap!

Yours Truly.

Ladies. XOXO

So after dinner, its picture time! *chik chak*

A must do pose!

LOVES

Tutu &Wan Yong

(This is the 2nd time I met her only.She is super nice!)

Alrite so pratically we can't spend the whole night at The Sire, so we ladies actually end up at UPR! Wootz!!! Then we ended up in Voodoo to find my friend Bravo who is from KL! And then we were joined by our usual party people! So Tutu is 22.. lets have a double celebration! Another round of party on Saturday! Wootz!

Us in Vodoo.

There is more pics to post up! But seriously.. way too many for a blog entry! Do check my FB alrite peeps! Its a fun fun night and another eventful week. Before I end.. Happy Birthday again Tutu!

XOXO.

Yours truly.

Back to the Island

I can feel the sun kiss my cheeks, the warm breeze on my skin- I'm back my little island. It feels so good to do this entry from my room & bed. Its fascinating how time passes by just like that. Am having flashback on how I was so dreadful to leave, thn UK and now am back here!?

Its officially a week being back here and its a super eventful week! Dinner and partying! Loves. Am so happy to see the people back home! Miss them dearly when I was in UK! And finally me and Tutu (for those of you who don't know she is my bestie!) once again unite! Wootzzzz! Well this is the point of time in life also where I feel pretty confuse. Its like being in the crossroads and you dunno which side to go, neither seems right nor wrong. So this is what happens when your no longer a student. BOO! Well gonna take things as it comes.. take a deep breath and chill. I miss the times where I can be so carefree =(. Okies I have yet to snap any pics since my return! So ending it with this pic!

Love,

Yours truly.

Two Face.

For once this wont be an emotional entry,and I believe that this entry is my 1st and most negative one. On a personal basis, I really don't give a damn to what people say about me or whatsoever, but sometimes in life you really have to come across people who likes to poke
their noses into whatever shit you do and comes with an attitude as well- being FAKE. Seriously to be fair,and looked things on the positive side- but somehow your just not in my likeable list. I had enough of girls like you around, go on another few years am gonna give you Oscar of the Year for being the best fake and you will even have a walk of fame dedicated to you.

Going down to business, I was perfectly fine till I bump across the blogentry- God has to let me bump into it, provided lots of answers to certain questions and also shows the real you.
Hey its my life and whatever shit I do is non of yours business, never heard of the term MYOB eh? Just stay out of my life keep your personal opinion to yourself.. its not needed especially coming from a person partially dumb and getting dumber. I sound mean now but that cause you crossed my line. Girls like you give nice girls around real bad image- thank you, but
we don't need you. No names will be revealed as it wll be ugly if I did it. Well before I end, went and got this image off google, and its dedicated to you.

Yours truly.

The Little Things

Love is no math equation where answer can be found. Its chemistry,physics and biology all put together neither which books or teachers can explain. It so difficult yet is so real. Loving someone is not easy, it takes more than a heart to love someone, its passion and

devotion.

Yours truly.

Scars and Wounds

Not all scar shows, not all wound heals. Sometimes you cant see the pain someone feels.


Love,
Yours truly.

Unspoken Words

The heart holds everything. Every single thought and emotions, sometimes which oneself cannot describe nor put into words. This heart of mine is fragile, I'll bubble wrap it for my own sake.

Yours truly.

Double B

I was listening to my ipod for once without selecting the songs, and this song caught me by suprised: I didn't even know it was on my playlist!!!

"Baby Boy"

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been, what
we went through
Although we’ve had our
little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus:]
My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]

If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

Helllo UK!

Hello readers! Yours truly is back and is in the UK!! Wohoo!! In my previous entry, I was so afraid of leaving the little island of mine, and a week here in Sheffield,UK- I'M LOVING EVERY BIT OF IT! So here is it the entry of yours truly journey, and her 1st month in UK! (Ps:This entry is kinda of long!)

To begin with, yours truly was in tears at the airport! Bestie Ms.Tutu and beloved Mum&Dad was there to send me off. *sobs* . I really miss them alot! 15 hours and 15 mins of flight to UK! Yours truly was spoiled to be able to fly by Singapore Airlines! So what to do wit 15 hours?! I spent time watching movies on the plane (Alice in Wonderland & The Tooth Fairy) & chilling to.......

DAVID GUETTA- Awesome!

Ta-Dah! Sleepy me, and the 1st ever pic of me in glasses! What do ya think? =)

Blue sky and clouds!

Yours truly arrived at Manchester airport, early in the morning! Uni reps were already there to greet us and one and a half hour later Sheffield! (Pics on how the place is)

Yours truly is spoiled, going to day trips around UK : to York, Manchester, Whitby and also shoooppinggg spreeeee!!!!!!!!! Yes yes yours truly is a shopaholic, but am a smart shopper kay!

















Love my new killer heels!! Really has Chanel feel! <3

Besides that, yours truly has also been PARTYING!! Wooohoo!!
Am so lazy to post up party pics- too many!! Check out my FB alrite!

Despite all the fun I am havin here... Yours truly does miss home. I miss every single thing back home. =( my parents, my room and the people back there. How I wish, I am super duper rich loaded with $$$, I wil seriously take a flight back to my island even for the weekend.

Well ending it here for assignments! *cry*

Yours truly <3

Thought to Keep.

"Time waits for no one... So make sure that you make the right choices as once it goes by you'll never get a chance to go back to the same moment or missed opportunity once again"

Yours Truly,
Ai Vee
XOXO

The Weekend

Halo peeps! With this entry yours truly is basically 3 days to UK! Instead of packing her bags.. here is she writting! Yours truly here had a blast over the weekend- Henessey Artistry on Thursday and One Club on Saturday..how could it get any better! I have too many things in mind right now.. Its not really happy thoughts. Alarming thoughts! Sobs. I know I will be fine! Yours Truly ending the blog with latest fav pic!

I LOVE YOU MY BABES!

XOXO,

Ai Vee

Leaving on a Jetplane

With 10 days left in this little island of mine, how I wish I can put a full stop to time. I leave my bags unpack till now, no matter how silly it sounds it gives me a thought I have sometime left!!!! I know I'm in a state of denial =/. I'm gonna miss the island, the PEOPLE and my teddy!

I intend to make the best out of this 10 days!Maybe I should start packing, then I would have leftover time eh? In my head sometimes I wish that I go to the airport alone.. then I don have to say goodbye =(

Reality check.. I'm leavin on a jetplane.sobs.

Lots of Love,
Ai Vee

Hot N Cold

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you change your mind like a girl I would know
And you always think, always speak cryptically
I should know that you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot and you're cold
You're yes and you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

This hot and cold games are really getting to me. *sigh*. You people know what I'm talking about. Love or like? I dunno.

Yours truly,

Ai Vee

xoxo.

Days Left

Hi peeps! With this blog I'm actually 21 days to UK! (actually less than that). Time flies, and it dawned on me that I have so little time left. BOO =(

As excited I am, I am sad to leave this little island of mine. I am gonna miss so many things: the people especially! and where in the UK will I find my 24 Jam Mamak!! =/ OMG. I know it wont be so bad.. I just gotta eat like an 'ang moh'!!!

Well I am excited too though: gonna live with besties, we are gonna bring the house down! HAHA! and I will be so close to LONDON!!. Another plus I can be like super fashionable.. in my chio-est outfit.. and I am sure wont get awkard stares from people! *winks*

Before I end this, I have the best family ever in the world. Thank YOU! Mum, Dad and Sis for everything! Lotsa of love!

Family <3>
Love,
Ai Vee.

PartaaaaY!

Whats life without partieees? Oh girls just wanna have fun! And yes I've been partying alot lately!!! So here's pics of the chicks, and for the boys.. hahaha.. in discreet mode. They know who they are. <3

Party Spot:Mois & One Club.

Pictures: Borrowed from FB =)

My bestie and darling: Ms.Tutu! Miss her lots!

LOVE

Runfire

Sharon,Runfire & Me : Pics frm Runfire Bday at Red!

<3 align="left">

I love you bunch of people alot!

XOXO